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On Progress, My Paid Newsletter, and People Who Are Always Negative & Embroiled in Drama
﷽ ☺︎ Progress is slow, but it is inevitable. Today, I feel very behind in life. I’m not where I want to be. I’m not comparing myself to anyone, alhamdulilah, but the younger version of myself had so many expectations for how my life was supposed to be. Alhamdulilah, I’m not the same the person…
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What if Every Single Girl Reading This Just Took a Deep Breath and Remembered That None of This Matters in the End?
﷽ ☺︎ I’m prepared to be perceived as a hater today, because my God, this is exhausting. Why do we have to do this all the time? When I say “this,” I’m talking about how we women have trapped ourselves in little boxes, thinking that we’re actually doing it for our benefit. I’m sick and…
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On Third-Culture Kids & the Shame of Growing up Poor in North America
﷽ I apologize for the abrupt frankness, but, tears are falling down my face as I write this. Today, my body has decided that it’s time I properly grieved the pain of losing the life I charted out for myself. I started university when I made a plan detailing how my life should’ve went, and…
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I Love Being a Stay-At-Home Daughter
﷽ ☺︎ It’s hard to enjoy the life Allah swt blessed you with if you constantly have your family breathing down your neck over you being unemployed. That is why I turned away from them when it comes to how I choose to run my life. My strategy for living my life is up to…
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On Celebrating Important Milestones, Alhamdulilah!
﷽ ☺︎ Not very long ago, I received an update indicating that I’ve reached a very important milestone. Alhamdulilah. Without Allah, it never would have been possible. All thanks and appreciation belong to Him. I won’t say what happened, dear reader, but I nevertheless would like to share how I experienced this event. Most of…
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This Message Is for Muslims: Please, Do Better
﷽ ☺︎ Can humans fairly compensate other humans for the work they do? No. Absolutely not. God knows that the answer to that question is a hard no. So… why do we pretend like the world has to offer only a certain amount to certain people, and to others, apparently the world’s weight in gold…
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On the Usefulness of Consistent Output, the Perceptible Metrics of Success, and Living with Ihsan & Sincerity for Allah
﷽ ☺︎ Here we go again. I’m getting the stare-at-your-blank-document scaries again. I don’t know if I have anything useful to share today. Which makes me wonder: how do people consistently put out new work online? I don’t just mean essays, but videos, and podcasts, and other stuff as well. I know some creators who…
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Eid Mubarak! On Idle Talk, Being a Consumer, & the Qur’an as an Instructions Manual for the Believer
﷽ ☺︎ Recently, I’ve been thinking about the first few ayahs of surah Al-Mu’minun in relation to this blog. Particularly: وَٱلَّذِينَ هُمْ عَنِ ٱللَّغْوِ مُعْرِضُونَ One of my biggest fears is that this blog turns into one of idle talk. I’m deathly afraid of turning into one of those people who say and write a lot…
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On the Time I Got into a Car Accident, Accepting the Loner Allegations, & the Pros and Cons of Nonchalance
﷽ ☺︎ One time, I got into a car accident. Ever since then, I’ve used that incident as an excuse to not even hear the word car breathed around me by ANYONE. Now, you might be wondering: Whaaatttt??? Why would you do that? Aren’t cars like… useful? And to that, dear reader, I’d respond: NO! I mean,…
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The Positives, The Negatives, & The Beauty of Existing
﷽ ☺︎ These days, I have zero energy for life. I also hate waking up early. I haven’t been praying fajr on time. My day starts around noon, or after duhr, whichever comes first. I go to sleep when it’s a little before fajr time, so I get my eight hours of sleep throughout the…